'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind'
Somehow i wish to have the sweet memories erased away. This is all too painful for me to bear. I wished you weren't so nice to me. But when you're not, i feel so hurt, so upset. I do not know what i want. Then again, maybe i do. Either one of us or the both of us have to get another partner.
To my future unknown partner
I'm sorry. I just needed an outlet for this feeling but rest assured that i did fall for you. If not, i wouldn't have choosen you. Once again, I'm sorry.
I hate myself...take that blade and stick it into my heart. The physical pain will over rule all other senses and i'll take comfort from seeing crimson red...life...flowing out of me.
-iWrote 7/31/2004 03:36:00 PM